Friday, April 23, 2010

free at last

lama bgt ga ngepost karna uts kelabu itu. beneran deh,ini uts paling suram yang pernah gue jalanin (azek).

gimana ga suram coba, gue duduk pas di depan meja guru. untuk pertama kalinya selama 15 tahun hidup di dunia. dengan otak minim pas pasan, duduk di depan.................... -_- pas hari pertama uts dan tau klo gue duduk di depan gue cuma bisa pasrah,lemes -_- . untung hari pertama gue emang udah belajar,coba klo nggak tambah suram dah. selama uts gue belajar ampe begadang trus gue bangun pagi buat belajar lagi -_- dan dateng ke sekolah pagi juga buat belajar lagi........ bisa pinter ini gue lama lama -_- . tapi yang paling suram dan menyedihkan itu hari selasa, sumpah deh gue ga siap bgt buat uts hari selasa, ada matematika..................... padahal gue udah begadang buat belajar trus bangun pagi buat belajar dan dateng ke sekolah pagi juga buat belajar eh tetep aja gak ngerti ._. dan akhirnya selama hidup 15 tahun gue ngerasain pahitnya dunia percontekan, gue ketauan punya contekan -_- ga di apa apain sih sama pengawasnya, cuman di catet doang namanya tapi kan.......................... gue gatau tindakan selanjutnya si pengawas itu. udah gitu gue cuman belajar mtk, bahasa sama tik gue ga pelajarin demi mtk tapi hasilnya.............. ga oke bgt dah pokoknya. beruntungnya keesokan keesokan harinya gue bisa ngerjain utsnya lancar lancar aja ngerjain sendiri,tapi gatau lah ya hasilnya -_- . jadi uts yang jelek itu cuman hari selasa, masih alhamdulillah deh meskipun jeleknya jelek bgt hahaha. dan akhirnya tertanggal 23 april 2010 uts nya selesai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dan gue cuman bisa berdoa supaya ujian selanjut selanjutnya gue ga bakal duduk di tempat nista macem begitu lagi -__-

ohya, ini pertama kalinya gue bener bener serius bgt belajar untuk sebuah tes. karna duduk di depan guru. ga oke bgt ga sih alesannya -_-


freeeeeeeeeeeeee!! setidaknya sampe semesteran

Friday, April 16, 2010

i'll be there in the next 12 years

with him.

.....

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you

Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh Yeah

Because we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
Yeah you got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

_________________________________________________________


kemaren di glee ada lagu ginian, ya udah post aja haha.




untukmu darling kuuuu~

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

catatan kelabu

dengarkan curhatku,
dari kemaren nih ya, malesin bgt ini idup. suram. padahal kemaren gue hA, tapi ga bahagia :(

dan sekarang gue home alone. plis deh pagi pagi udah home alone di tinggal emak pergi bersenang senang. gue rela tuh ga ngikut pergi supaya bisa jalan sama azer, tapi nyatanya sekarang jadi jalan apa ngga masih gajelas.tapi sih kemungkinan besar gajadi. kemaren dia sms karna gue lagi sedih ya udah gue bales seadanya, eh malah ga di sms sms lagi. sampe sekarang nih udah malam berganti pagi, hari berganti hari, tetep aja ga di sms sms. dan sekarang gue home alone,sepi,sendiri,ga jelas jadi pergi apa ngga tapi kayaknya ga jadi,ga di sms sms,mood hancur berantakan,ga bisa konsen belajar,sakit kepala bgt gara gara kebanyakan mikir,dan sebagainya gue capek nulisnya miris tau gak. SEDIH GA SIH JADI GUE? etdah. kejadian lagi nih gue rela ga ikut pergi demi bisa jalan,tapi jalan apa ngga nya ga jelas. errggggh tasgnab


i think i've been patient enough sama kebiasaan suka batalin janji tiba tiba.

Monday, April 12, 2010

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mood gue sekarang sejelek aurora di gambar ini

fyi : gue hA, tapi ga ada bahagia bahagianya samasekali. sa-ma-se-ka-li. pathetic

4th month!


Happy 4th month Anniversary!

long lasting ya rezaaaaaaaaaaaaw! i love you so so so so so much!!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Friday, April 9, 2010

i'm back!!!!

setelah lama meninggalkan blog ini, akhirnya gue kembali. lebay ye padahal cuman 9 hari ga ngepost hahaha. akhir akhir ini bener bener gatau mau post apaan, tapi gue kangen sama blog jadi ngepost aja seadanya -_-

kayaknya ga ada yang menarik buat di ceritain. akhir akhir ini mood gue kelabu geto, bete bete ga jelas mulu, banyak masalah nih setres deh. dan ohya tanggal 19 nanti sekolah gue baru ngadain uts,padahal sekolah lain udah pada uts dari kapan tau. duh pelis deh pelis, basi bgt uts nya sekarang egh. ngape ga dari kemaren kemaren aja sih(songong), biar sekarang asik gitu udah rada lega.dan sampai saat ini gue blm bener bener belajar, masih gitu gitu aja isi otaknya, minim -_- . tapi gue udah rada rajinan dikit loh, tinggal ngejar belajarnya aja. pasti sempet dan pasti bisa. gue harus masuk ipa!!!! tapi di kasih ips juga ga nolak sih ._.

dan yang sangat di tunggu adalah........... hari senen nanti gue 4 bulanan! yessss hahaha

glee


waktu dulu pas glee blm mulai udah sering liat iklannya dan kayaknye sih oke. ya udah jadinya nonton dan ternyata suka. apalagi ada cory monteith nya, betah deh ._.



rrrrrrrrrrrr

When I was younger I saw my daddy crying
and curse at the wind.
He broke his own heart and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

And my momma swore
that she would never let herself forget.
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

Well, darling,
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Or keep a straight face.
And I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

I've got a tight grip on reality,
but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
I know you're leaving in the morning
when you wake up.
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

And I'm on my way to believing.
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing.

_________________________________________________________

blog, im in love nih. deeply in love gela.

sama siapa? sama pacarku dong wahahaha :p